[Ah bean oh no here it is... he doesn't!!! He doesn't want to have this conversation!!! Time to dance around the meat of the matter.]

Ah, well... Before I had my hole I was... It was all numbers. I had to count everything, I had to pay attention to numbers. I had to do things three times. I couldn't help it. It didn't matter if I wanted to or not. So when I drilled the hole I was trying to get away from the numbers.