[ baein opens and closes his mouth, his heart giving one single violent jerk in his chest before it goes back to it's silent husk, and he swallows hard. when he replies, his voice catches, and he can't help but feel almost a little jealous because the amount of time he's pined and longed for daeshim and jasper without any luck, and now being what he is...
to hear daeshim confirm that they're connected like that in his world, baein wonders if it'll ever happen in his own. if... if he ever gets to go back. that thought itself lodges itself like a sharp pain in his chest and his breath hitches. ]
It... I...
[ even if the fae says it doesn't matter, he's still bringing it up, so it should. and maybe baein just can't. he doesn't know. but he's not the right baein. ]
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to hear daeshim confirm that they're connected like that in his world, baein wonders if it'll ever happen in his own. if... if he ever gets to go back. that thought itself lodges itself like a sharp pain in his chest and his breath hitches. ]
It... I...
[ even if the fae says it doesn't matter, he's still bringing it up, so it should. and maybe baein just can't. he doesn't know. but he's not the right baein. ]
I'm sorry. I don't know.