Maybe so. Still... I will not let myself heal wrongly this time. [For he was certain that that was part of the problem. Something inside of himself that he had allowed to set crookedly while he was recovering. And just like a bone that had healed wrongly he would probably need to rebreak it before he could set it right.] I'm angry with myself, though. I shouldn't have let it get that bad to begin with. [He kisses his brothers forhead in both affection and appology.] I will truly make sure I am whole this time, I promise.