bythewaves: (oh man)
Maglor Makalaure Canafinwe Feanorion ([personal profile] bythewaves) wrote in [community profile] jikan_network2022-11-07 02:04 pm

Video, UN: maglor

[ Embarassed elf is working very hard to seem very calm about this ]

To all who may have been accosted by an overly enthusiastic child last month, I apologise, for I knew only love and not fear at that age and was rather supremely spoilt. I hope I did not inconvience anyone overly, and I thank those who were so kind to me in turn.
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[personal profile] holdshisown 2022-11-30 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"I saw what laid in wait inside of Angband. How could I not have known? I... I don't know. But I should have done something! Something other than what I did do."
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[personal profile] holdshisown 2022-12-01 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"I should have..." Should have been stronger, should have been able to keep track of what was real and what was not. There was a thousand different things that he should have done but hadn't. "It doesn't matter anymore, I suppose. It's already over and done with by now..."
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[personal profile] holdshisown 2022-12-02 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"A frightening enough prospect on it's own when you never thought there would be any moving forward after a certain point in your life." Surviving, even in a place like this, hadn't been something he expected to do and now he didn't quite know what to do with himself.
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[personal profile] holdshisown 2022-12-04 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know, and I'm grateful to have you here with me." He just doesn't really know what to do with himself. "I'll try to do a better job looking after you as well."
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[personal profile] holdshisown 2022-12-05 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'll try. I don't want to make a habit out of worrying you all the time."
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[personal profile] holdshisown 2022-12-08 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know." But he doesn't have to like that he is giving his brother so many reasons to worry for him.
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[personal profile] holdshisown 2022-12-09 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"You can always come to me when you wish to, Kano." For he will never send his brother away, even if it would be better for him if he did. It likely was unhealthy, how dependent they were on eachother, but it was a habit too ingrained in both of them by now for either of them to break. Not that he even wanted to do so.
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[personal profile] holdshisown 2022-12-10 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'll be waiting for you in my rooms." He will not leave his brother of his own accord again. It was a vow he had made to himself when he'd found him here, he wouldn't allow himself to fail his brother like that again.
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Good end

[personal profile] holdshisown 2022-12-10 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
He nods before ending the video. "See you soon, brother."