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[jasidian]

How do you cope with a partner who isn't here when you're fairly certain you never clarified whether or not they were alright with you having other partners on the side?

I haven't actually done anything; I'm just terribly lonely and there's only so much my hand can do for me.

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un: juliet

[brightred]

What they don't know can't hurt them~

[jasidian]

No. I am absolutely not going to do that to her after all she's had to deal with.

[brightred]

You already know you don't want to be loyal to her.

Will she be more angry with you if you do something now, or wait until she arrives to tell her you've been hoping for months she'll let you sleep with a long list of people?

[jasidian]

I'm going to be honest here.

The number of replies I've gotten telling me it's fine have really not been what I'm looking for. It's... even if they're probably right, I still can't.

I'm not sure what I WANT, even.

[brightred]

In a place like this, what were you expecting? No one's being held back by the morals of their society, it's an orgy of indulgence without thinking of the consequences!

[jasidian]

I'm not going to judge other people for how they want to live their lives, but I think in my case this is less about what society says and more about my own personal boundaries.

Which I'm still figuring out.

[brightred]

I can't WAIT to see what happens to you here~

[jasidian]

Brace yourself for disappointment, I suppose.