Xiǎo Xīngchén (
gentledawn) wrote in
jikan_network2021-12-05 11:30 pm
[Video; UN: gentlebreeze]
[He too heard the broadcast and he has questions he can't stifle:]
Please, if it wouldn't be too much trouble, could someone give me guidance on what is expected of us? Releasing my...my regrets...
I'm not sure I...can.
[Just like that. In a blink. How can anyone? He closes his eyes, expression pained.]
As for being here before... Do you think that is true?
[His head aches and he rubs at his temple.]
Our lives are complicated enough, I think, without time misbehaving.
Please, if it wouldn't be too much trouble, could someone give me guidance on what is expected of us? Releasing my...my regrets...
I'm not sure I...can.
[Just like that. In a blink. How can anyone? He closes his eyes, expression pained.]
As for being here before... Do you think that is true?
[His head aches and he rubs at his temple.]
Our lives are complicated enough, I think, without time misbehaving.

[Video; UN: darknight_heir]
Do not let it get to you. Whether it's true or not you've come out on top. You have your soulmate and you have your friends.
[ He twirls his xiao and shakes his head, light glinting off the dragon scale at his throat. ]
Regrets are a part of who we are. We can feel sad over it and let it take over our lives or we can learn from it. Letting go of it isn't really an option.
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They are the ones I am worried about, my friend.
[His eyes catch that glint of...light? No, a scale. He smiles faintly, happy that things are progressing well for Mingye.]
I'm not sure what to learn from mine except...
[To be more paranoid and suspicious.]
They should be good lessons, shouldn't they?
[Video]
[ That should probably be a worry for him, but it isn't. He doesn't fear losing Xingchen's friendship, Runyu's love, or this new friendship he's forming with Ouyang. ]
Not all lessons are good. Some lessons show distrust. Though, if you think about it, you may have regrets, but yours have taught you that looks aren't always as they appear. Otherwise, I doubt we'd be friends due to your past circumstances.
[ Due to who he looks like. ]
Your regrets have taught you to be strong, haven't they? That you would face that danger if it showed. That you would do anything to protect those you care for. Is that not a good lesson?
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[And the truth is he fears his future. He doesn't want to face it.]
Mingye, you are a handsome man. I am honored to have you as a friend. If anyone thinks otherwise, they are not worthy of you.
[Don't make him kiss you, Mingye.]
...yes. I must be strong. [Even if he is pulled into tattered pieces.] Will it be enough? I know you can't answer that, but that is my fear. That Shuanghua and I will fail you. Fail Zichen. Fail everyone.
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[ Futures can be scary. ]
That would require me to let others in, wouldn't it?
[ He probably wouldn't mind if you did, Xingchen. ]
No. You are strong. There is none of this 'must be' crap. You are strong. You're one of the strongest people I know.
[ He hates that word. Lord Demon be damned, but he hates that word. ]
You couldn't fail us even if you tried.
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Are you alright? I know that the news was not easy to hear and I worry about you.
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I worry for you too. [After all Runyu has endured... And now this?] I'm trying not to think about what I don't...or can't...remember.
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I've lived with my regrets for hundreds of years now. They are old and a part of me like a strand of hair. Yours are fresh and so those who are far younger are my greater concern.
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[He looks away, ashamed.]
You have faced...so many things. And you are able to speak of them too. Your bravery dazzles me.
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[His blue dragon eyes close and he shakes his head, the action making it easier to see the silver scales at the edge of his face and along his neck, the horns as well.]
But there is no shame in trembling and I do not find you weak. Not at all.
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video | un: wwx
(( Cue a very worried looking Wei Wuxian on the screen. ))
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I can...overcome...my past. I only hope I do not face my future.
What about you? Will you be alright?
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Don't worry about me! I have Lan Zhan. You should focus on Song-daozhang and any one else you care about.
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Xingchen...
[ He says nothing more at first, having some trouble with the whole situation himself, and just moves to his soulmate's side. He's relieved when it's simple to wrap his arms around his beloved as he struggles to make his tongue move, to speak. So say something to try and help his soulmate. ]
Sit with me?
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Always. [Xingchen manages a shaky smile. His love is so handsome and so sweet.] Are you frightened? Is there something I need to know?
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I can't be too afraid with you beside me.
[ He shakes his head a little. ]
No. Nothing. I just did not want you to feel alone.
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I am always with you.
[Facing what his Zichen faces. Never running.]
My Zichen. [He smiles, his gratitude rising like a tide.] Mm my nephew did say you would make me feel better. He was right.
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[Video]
[ He has his own that he still wrestles with. His sons being here help, but...he's missed so much of their lives. ]
But I think it is not so much a stretch, given we were brought here because of a time loop. And how my sons are grown, rather than the babes I'd held just before arriving here.
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[He hates worrying anyone, but if they don't share this, he fears it will overwhelm them. They must stand together and help one another.]
Your sons are two gifts; hold them close during this time. I hope the strangeness passes.