gentledawn: (is seeing you're better off alone)
Xiǎo Xīngchén ([personal profile] gentledawn) wrote in [community profile] jikan_network2021-12-05 11:30 pm

[Video; UN: gentlebreeze]

[He too heard the broadcast and he has questions he can't stifle:]

Please, if it wouldn't be too much trouble, could someone give me guidance on what is expected of us? Releasing my...my regrets...

I'm not sure I...can.

[Just like that. In a blink. How can anyone? He closes his eyes, expression pained.]

As for being here before... Do you think that is true?

[His head aches and he rubs at his temple.]

Our lives are complicated enough, I think, without time misbehaving.
dragonrising: (runyu223)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-06 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Happiness...

[He smiles a little but ends up nodding.]

I have. With Ye'er, with you and Zichen...and so many others. It's something I never thought I would ever be allowed to have.

[He looks up at him.]

I've known the agony of a broken heart. More than once. There is one who will save you. I believe that.
dragonrising: (runyu302)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-06 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
Because he loves you. Deeply. Some of the greatest pains we experience come from love but I've found that it's what we do at the end of the pain that truly decides our worth in the relationship.

[And it's why he'll never have Jinmi. He can only bring her pain.]

It will not be easy but just remember that he will save you. And I will find a way to reach across the realms to be there for you both as well.
dragonrising: (runyu289)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-06 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
I will do all that is within my power. Even if you two are unable to know that it is I aiding you.

[He knows he's not meant to interfere so heavily in mortal lives and yet... He loves them. Runyu knows he cannot avoid it. Will not.]

I will find a way so you are both happy.
dragonrising: (runyu17)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-06 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
I think that wise for now. If people are close to the manner I stand a better chance of creating a barrier to protect us if it becomes necessary.
dragonrising: (runyu20)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-06 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
I do not know what use my abilities will be either. But I know that I can at least extend a barrier over the entirety of the manor to at least offer some protection to the residents.
dragonrising: (runyu134)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-06 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
[His mouth opens and then closes again. He's so used to having to do so much alone and yet he knows Xingchen speaks the truth.]

You are both right. Thank you for reminding me.
dragonrising: (runyu143)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-06 08:35 am (UTC)(link)
I feel that even if I were to let go then you two would cling harder.

[A fact that makes him smile.]

I'm grateful.
dragonrising: (runyu8)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-08 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
I don't believe you are a coward. Call on me should you learn what happens to you. I will come without hesitation to your side. You have my word.
dragonrising: (runyu10)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-08 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
And should that happen then I will hold true to my word. Call for me and I will be there in an instant.
dragonrising: (runyu303)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-08 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
I will do all I can to hold you together. You've done this for me so I will be there for you in return.
dragonrising: (runyu11)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-08 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
Let your heart be at ease. Let those of us around you hold you together. Because we love you.
dragonrising: (runyu141)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-08 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
You have such an immense heart that sometimes you overwhelm me with it. You are truly very kind, Xingchen.
dragonrising: (runyu143)

[personal profile] dragonrising 2021-12-08 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
It's strange to have warmth associated with me at all. But thank you for the kind words.

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