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[bilocations]

Hello… this is Sawyer again. I had a quick question. Have you ever had a pet? How do you become the best pet carer?

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[bilocations]

Oh.

I'm not his real mate, though... I'm not a werewolf like him.

My body is damaged in ways his mate's isn't.

But, I... hope that I don't need to worry about those kind of things here but, I do anyway. I was taken when I was young and I haven't ever really been free.

[faeshim]

my mate who is not my mate. that's what he called you. he wouldn't turn you away.

what creature held you?

cw: parent murder, demons etc etc

[bilocations]

[ Sawyer has barely told Bishop any of his story but somehow it seems natural as he types it out right now. ]

He hasn't turned me away but... I'm not his mate.

Humans... My parents, they were part of a group that wanted to open portals to hell... summon demons.

I was used for a lot of summoning rituals. One of the brands is healed but it still burns. I think some of the summonings might have worked. When they were done with me they put me in a terrible place where things weren't any better for me.

[faeshim]

and what was in it all for the humans? fools. the deals are rarely in their favor.

i regret that i have no healing magic for you. at least you've been brought here now, as it should be. you're free to do what you want with whoever you want.

handsome wolves included.

[bilocations]

It wasn't for me to know.

I don't care about being healed...

Freedom is difficult. I don't know what to do with it. I don't know who I am or what I want.

Except him. But I don't know why.

[faeshim]

fae have an abundance of freedom. i don't know how good it is.

does it matter right now? you can always figure this out later.

[bilocations]

maybe…

right now, I am trying to figure out how to take care of a little creature I have now.

[faeshim]

have you tried feeding it cake?

also, do you want your birthday back now?

[bilocations]

I don’t think it eats cake…

what? You do not want to share anymore..?

[faeshim]

what do you think it eats?

oh, not at all! i thought you might have changed your mind after before.

[bilocations]

I’m… not sure. It seems interested in bugs!

No… I don’t want to change my mind. It makes me happy to share my birthday and like I have a friend because of it. I was a little bothered by what you said but I didn’t mean to be rude.

[faeshim]

hm. i saw a line of ants earlier.

speaking up is not rude. i much prefer it to secrets and silence.

[bilocations]

I don’t know what to do with that.

Okay. I wasn’t allowed… and I don’t want to upset anyone but I’ll try to do so with you.

[faeshim]

i can show you. you can take your pet there and see if it wants to eat them.

[bilocations]

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