raisedinchaos: (You Have to Smile)
Jiang Xiaoyu ([personal profile] raisedinchaos) wrote in [community profile] jikan_network2021-08-07 12:30 am

[Video; UN: childofchaos]

[Despite showing up in this place and finding out that someone, who wanted to kill him, is also his brother, he's all smiles. That smile isn't bound to go away either.

He's actually out in a park because he prefers nature over the buildings, for the most part.]

So, how do you all handle the time lapses? That is what they are, right? One of you can be from one point while another from another point.

It's how I found out he's my brother.
gentledawn: (is seeing you're better off alone)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
I feel I know the majority of the residents in this hall. [His cheeks pink. Well in one case.]

This place can encourage certain...interactions.
gentledawn: (turn away or walk on by)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
They...vary. [He glances down shyly, biting his lip.] Some are sexual. You should be prepared.
gentledawn: (it feels like heaven)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 08:43 am (UTC)(link)
Just be as safe as you can. That's why it's best to make friends while you have control of your senses.

[Xingchen wouldn't know about courting women.]
gentledawn: (I see you)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 08:49 am (UTC)(link)
When your body reacts against your will, that is difficult.

[He looks troubled and embarrassed.]
gentledawn: (I've got nothing left to live for)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
[He tries to forget how desperate he had been and all the things he had done. Since then, he has been meditating more. But there are no guarantees. Just like in life, he supposes.]

Difficulties are one matter; being forced through unnatural means to find relief are another. But it only lasted a day and then I was myself again.
gentledawn: (is seeing you're better off alone)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 09:17 am (UTC)(link)
No. I woke bewitched. [He can explain it no other way.]
gentledawn: (I hear your voice in every sound)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
I did not say there was no evil - only that you will be kept safe. [For the sake of Feng.]
gentledawn: (strip me of shame)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 09:31 am (UTC)(link)
Evil that you cannot avoid.

[Or control. Xingchen sighs and drinks more tea.]

That is why friendship is important.
gentledawn: (I close my eyes and turn to stone)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
They can be a comfort. [Said comfort can allow them to overcome the effect of the evil.] You mustn't ever lose hope.
gentledawn: (cut out my eyes)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 09:53 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad to hear that. [He manages a tiny smile.]
gentledawn: (that it would tear me in two)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 10:09 am (UTC)(link)
The... [His smile fades and he shakes his head.] I am not that sort of man.
gentledawn: (you lift me off the ground)

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[personal profile] gentledawn 2021-08-08 10:17 am (UTC)(link)
Oh! That. [He calms and chuckles.] I like to smile and laugh. Sometimes I find it difficult, but that's natural. It's best not to hide how you feel.

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